Saturday, September 09, 2006
remember the trees
JS's AFP is so tres cool.
It kinda borthers me when my parents dun really wish i become a fighter pilot. Really it does. They secretly emphasis the better prospects of being a commercial captain.
But they dun understand that sometimes, it just goes beyond the money and carrer.
=(
Plus, no one ever knows if im able to make it as a military aviator. I might not make it to the cut and get chopped. I might just fly some big fat C130 for all u know. But i know i have to try.
And like getsno or giggy. Family, love or spouse alway gets affected. Trainings made them unavailable for months or years overseas. Neglect, and the fear or losing the dear ones if any single sortie goes from bad, rotten to crash and death.
walking in tt suit and cap has nv lifted my eyelids. I wana stroll down the tarmac with my bag tt contained my helmet, strapped onto my parachute and roll down the runway at full afterburners.
I really hope u understand. If you complain that ive not spend enough time at home. Lemme stress that this is just YFC.
Imagine times where im really in the RSAF.
I cant go on with my dreams having obligations and worries back at my own home.
it really means alot to me.
wont anyone just understand.
this suck =(
bye.
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