well, i am equally curious how i got here myself.

It has been, probably, 3 years? since the last post. i dont know. not like it mattered. I dont think anyone would care nor is this post for anyone in particular.

I just thought, hey, probably i can put it all down just like the past. maybe this time, its just for myself.

Things changed since ive last wrote. I have successfully gotten my dream job. I moved to a dream house with my family (ok, this has been my dream, don't judge me), i have saved, invested and feel im pretty much financially stable as someone my age can be, i bought my dream car, family's in good health and all. things are going well.

but somethings never change.

you see, its 'slut'

it has been like that in the past, it still is right now. after so long, somehow it still tingles that heart string of mine. I don't know how to say it, i don't know who to tell. I cant, i will not, i can never. I have too much to lose.

is this song really that nice? yea its alright

makes me feel super awesome? not really

love it? learning to

is it special? yea. it reminded *** of me (or so I believed)

I dont know if im gonna write again.